Our journey
Why Florish was born
If you’ve ever counted days, tested too early, or told yourself your body is failing you – you’re not alone.
I know how heavy it feels. The endless waiting. The endless questions. The advice from doctors or friends: “Relax, just let go.” But how? How do you let go of something that means everything?
That question stayed with me for years. And it became the seed for Florish – a place where women on the fertility journey can find meditations, mindfulness, and emotional support. The tools I wish I had from the very beginning.
My fertility journey
I can still hear him say with confidence, “We’ll be that couple who gets pregnant right away,” when we first started trying for a baby. Little did we know it would take us three years the first time.
Month after month, the same rhythm: waiting, testing, hoping. The first medical checks gave no answers. Just the standard path of ‘try six rounds of IUI, then IVF’. I went through several rounds of IUI. But I also felt the need to look further. To understand what was happening beneath the surface. IVF can bypass many challenges, but it doesn’t always explain why conception isn’t happening. That “why” mattered deeply to me.
So I started searching for something more.
I met therapists, acupuncturists, pelvic floor physios, and practitioners I can’t fully describe. Piece by piece, they gave me something I needed: reminders to soften. To stop blaming my body for trying so hard without “succeeding.”
One practitioner helped me regulate my cycle for the first time in years. No spotting, no 22-day cycles, no 30+ days. The doctors had never considered it “irregular,” but deep down, I knew my body wasn’t in balance. These quiet knowing voices inside us, they matter.
And then there was the voice inside my head. The one whispering: “See? Your body can’t do this.” Month after month, it grew louder.
How mindfulness changed everything
That’s when I found meditation. Just a short playlist of four meditations I would play before bed or on my way to work. But they became my anchor. My safe place. A way to help quiet the harsh voice inside.
Affirmations – taped inside my closet, saved on my phone screen – helped me to rewrite my limiting beliefs. I stopped focusing on every pregnant woman I passed in the street, especially in spring and summer when it felt like everyone else was expecting.
Instead, my focus turned inward: on softness. On trust. On our own path.
That last year, before my first positive pregnancy test, was the year I felt the most calm. The most connected to my body. The most certain that, one way or another, our time would come.
Why I created Florish for women like you
Florish was born from this place: from the emotional weight of trying to conceive, and the quiet strength it takes to keep going.
I wanted to gather in one space what took me years and countless practitioners to discover: modern, down-to-earth mindfulness tools to soften the stress and reconnect with yourself on the fertility journey.
That’s why I developed the Florish meditations – guided sessions that weave in powerful affirmations to help you rewrite the harsh inner voice and replace it with trust, calm, and compassion for your body. They are simple to follow, and you can listen to them at home, at any moment of the day, as often as you need. A gentle practice that fits into real life.
And Florish is growing beyond meditations alone. There will be gatherings and mini-retreats, spaces where women can connect, share, and find strength together. Because this journey can feel isolating, but you don’t have to go through it alone.
Florish is not about promising solutions – though I wish more than anything that every woman could hold her baby tomorrow. It’s about giving you gentle tools – guided fertility meditations, mindful check-ins, and gatherings to help you feel calmer and more supported on your fertility journey.
What I believe
… softness is a strength.
… unspoken parts of this journey deserve to be shared.
… small, consistent practices can help us feel grounded when everything else feels uncertain.
… support doesn’t need to be loud to be powerful.
… connection matters – whether someone has walked the same path or chooses to walk beside you.